lousy blogger

yup, i know i've been a lousy blogger lately. maybe because aside from work, there hasn't been anything worth writing about in my life. sure, i may have written about politics, showbiz, books or even mundane occurrences that have nothing to do whatsoever with me or the way i live my life. but lately, i seem to have lost it, whatever it is, that makes me want to rant, rave and write about it later.

even my trusty paper journal with the beautiful cover (bought at torrid in pleasanton for $8.50) hasn't been updated since…december. i do admit that my brain thinks so fast that my hand can't keep up, and i noticed recently that because of my overdependence on computers my penmanship has lost its beauty. it's now more erratic, almost illegible.

let's just say that because of Websense at work i haven't been able to go to my blogsites and write about stuff. and because i spend 2/3 of my day at the office (don't ask why, i just realized that i do), i only come home to sleep, take a bath, and change my clothes, which leaves barely enough time to open my journal and scribble a few lines about how my day was.

i don't know if i can even keep up with having an online journal at this stage. i just hope i will. there are a lot of things that i would like to write about, things that are important in my life that i would like to look back on and remember.

i just wish i had the strength.